kindergarten

i want to go back to kindergarten. i want to be little again. i want to go back to being naive and thinking the world is a good place. i want to go back to simple math, and having everything handed to me. i want to go back to that time, when the only differences between boys and girls, was hair and shoes. i want to go back to juice boxes, and fruit snacks. and back when the mot stressful part of the day,.. was when my shoe laces came untied. i wan to play again, i want to trust again, i want to breathe again. i want to go back to being held by my mom, and when she tells me that everything is going to be ok, .. it actually is. but the juice boxes are gone. it seems the younger i try to be, the older i get. and now when i asked my mom how to end this poem. she just said,.. stop talking.

Hercules

ORDINARY WORLD:  Hercules was born a god, but stolen and turned mortal. he still has his super strength, and he doesn't fit in because of it. he lives with his adopted parents on a little farm, and they are the only ones who like him.
CALL:  he goes to the temple of Zeus and Zeus tells him that he is his real father. he tells him that he is a god and the only way to return to mount olimpus is to become a hero
REFUSAL: hercules is scared. he doesn't know how to be a hero.
MEETING THE MENTOR: he goes to Phil, Phil trains him to be a hero. and they become friends.
CROSSING THE THRESHOLD: Hercules goes to the city and no one wants him. then he slays the dragon. everyone wants him and they consider him a hero.
TESTS, ALLIES, ENEMIES: Hercules becomes famous. he meets lots of people, he is rich. he fights more bad things, saves more people. he also falls in love with meg.
APPROACH: he meets Hades, he makes a deal to give up his strength for a day in exchange for megs freedom. with out his strength he can't fight the bad stuff, the city is getting destroyed, the titans are let loose, Olympia is getting recked. when meg gets hurt the deal is off, and Hercules gets his strength back.
ORDEAL: with Hercules strength returning, he has to save Olympia from the titans. the other part is, meg is dying and he has to save olimpia before she does. he saves them and captures the titans
RESURRECTION: just when he thinks everything is good, he returns to meg, and she is dead, he is so angry, he goes back to Hades and offers to die for her. he jumps into the pool of dead people, and has to get to her before he dies!! just when he is on the verge of death, he becomes a true hero, and therefore a god. he can not die and he saves meg!!
REWARD:  he is now a god, he can live with the gods, and he also has meg!! wohoo!! go rewards!!
THE ROAD BACK:  he goes to mt Olympia to be with the gods, and realizes meg can't come. he decides that he would rather be mortal and live with meg.
ELIXIR: he says "a life with out  meg is no life at all" he realizes that what he had been working for all along(godhood) wasn't really what he wanted. love is what brings happiness :) go love!!!

ordinary world

consequencial happenings

walter hobbs. a 17 year old highschool kid. living in down town seatlle. he is on the school baseball team. he is very good. he has scholarship offers at several univercities. he is still in the process of deciding where to go. he is extremely shy. but he has a few close friends on his team. as far back as he can remember he has secretly been in love with the most beautiful girl in school. jamie swenson, but she doesn't even know she exists. he suffored an injury to the head when he was young and has few memories of his early childhood. his senior prom is just around the courner and he is determined to ask jamie. things are going good for him. one day his parents come to him to talk. they sit him down and tell him he was adopted. he has had an expired green card and the fbi has been searching for him for years. his parents reveal to him his real name, real parents, and that he either has to run or go back to scandinavia.

will walter run?
will he ever play baseball again?
most of all, will ever be able to dance with jamie at prom and reveal his love?

Shake the Dust

this is for the flaimers.this is for anyone that has ever been lost at disney land. this is for those teenage moms left all alone. shake the dust. this is for those dads that weren't their kids heroes. this is for the naked. this is for those girls that won't leave him because they are afraid of being alone. this is for the old rocking chairs and the widows that rock in them. shake the dust. this is for anyone that has come in second place. this is for those teenage boys that step in and take the beating so they don't have to watch their mom cry. this is for the sluts. shake the dust. stop sitting in the dark. stand up and do something about it cuz time is running short and there is more you can do. this is for the people who wish they were someone else. this is for the mom that gave it all up to have a family. this is for those that have passed away and those that are getting close to it. this is for those that were left out in the rain. shake the dust.and don't go back.

gandhi

people say im too skinny
they say im way too small
i think im just right
Gandhi was skinny
no one told him to gain weight

i keep forgetting to feed the dog

thats gunna come around and

bite me in the butt one day

literally

it will hurt

i often loose my phone
i search for hours and
find it in my pocket
i often loose my mind
i search for hours and....

i don't care what i look like
i only get ready when i go to work
who cares if i wore the same clothes as yesterday?
anyone that notices needs to get a life
or find someone else to stock

i once believed in Carma
but even when your good
crap happens, and your in the dark
tonight im not good
and tonight is not the last time ill see the light

i let other people make my decisions
i really could care less
when will we own our selves completely?
maybe when people stop caring...
and i start

sixers

i was 2 L 2 -

i don't know how to work computers. i could not figure out how to get my pic on my blog!!! but its a picture of a hand making a 2 and an L and another 2 and just a flat hand.

blurbs

sk8r boy -avril lavene
lisa loved mike. mike loved her. lisa was too cool and wouldn't let anyone know she loved him out of fear because of his low social statis. years later she finds that she is now the loser and he is too cool for her and now there is someone new.

fresh prince -will smith
will was living in the getto. when he began to get into trouble his mom did the only thing she new to help him. she sent him far away to live in the rich nieghborhood of belare with his aunt and uncle. he sees his life wil be diferent and he will be spoiled

billy jean -micheal jackson
billy jean wants to dance on the floor in a round. she claims that micheal his the father of her son that looks very similar to him. but his mother had always told him to be careful. so he following her advice knows that the kid is not his son.

sara beth - rascal flatts
sara beth finds she has cancer and is really scared. with prom just around the corner things get drastically worse when she looses her hair through therapy. she gets asked to prom and what that couragous boy does that night will take all of her fears away

glad you called -can't remember
a boy is about to take is life. but when his friend calls to invite him to the lake all his sadenss is gone. later two teenagers become pregnat and decide to abort the baby just as she is in the doctors she recieves a call that changes everything.

Stories

Sara Beth
by Rascal Flatts
http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/sara-beth-lyrics-rascal-flatts/956278ce98a50a614825706e000b6375

Plot:
Sara was diagnosed with some sort of illness. She goes through therapy and looses her hair. but she is scared no one will like her. a line in the song says "it would be a mistake for someone to take, a girl with no hair to the prom"  Then a boy does take her to prom and he shaves his head to look like her. And she loves him. its great!!

Characters:
Sara Beth
mom
dad
doctors
the boy (we love him)

Setting:
not too long ago
hospital
her house
prom

Conflict:
she gets sick and looses her hair

Theme:
i think the theme is hope. all through out the song, she is just so scared! At the end she isn't scared anymore and  she is happy! everything works out!


Love story
by Taylor Swift
http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/taylor_swift/love_story.html

Plot:
there is a boy and a girl with a secret love, because the dad doesn't like the boy. its the worst!! then he doesn't come for a while and she gets sad :( but he shows up with a ring and has the dads approval and they get to get married! so happy!

Characters:
romeo
Juliet
the dad

Setting:
present day
her house
the out skirts of town

Conflict:
the problem is, they have to keep their love a secret because the dad is sceptical.

Theme:
I think the theme is a couple of things. first of all love. in the end love wins. and the other is not giving up. they have to keep trying for what they want. at the end she nearly gives up. it says "i got tired of waiting" but she didn't give up. and now they get their happily ever after!! wohoo!!

Jealousy

ex-boyfriends
by kim addonizio

I am way jealous of this writer. I wish i could write like this. i wish that i could make people feel the way i felt when i was reading it. i love they way she carries one thought right over into the next. thigs that don't go well together or are completely random sound goo, the way she transitions them.
I'm sure guys can't really relate. but any girl that has had a boy friend and is trying to move on knows just what I'm talking about when I say, this is dead on!! my favorite line says "propped on an elbow, giving you a look of fascination, a look that says i can't believe i found you." i love that line! it just like makes you feel good!

Complaints

im tired of the cold
im tired of being cold
im tired of winter
im tired of everything sucking
im tired of obama making everything suck!
actually im just tired of obama period
im tired of the lakers
im tired of high school
im tired of seeing homos on the street making out!
im tired of gramma drivers
im tired of being small
im tired of getting pushed around
im tired of being treated like his little B****
im tired of the pressure
im tired of the guilt
im tired of faking it
im tired of being tired
im tired of the way i look
im tired of people talking about me
im tired of being judged
im tired of the lies
im tired of the pain
im tired of being a girl....it sucks!!
im tired of the looks
im tired of my job
im tired of being ignored
im tired of the let downs
im tired of having no time
im tired of the stupid traffic lights by lp that stay green when there are no cars!!!!
im tired of the man
im tired of waiting
in tired of..... feeling sorry for myself.... even still... im tired...so tired

Love Is....

love is a horror movie
love is getting sliced with a rusty blade, and soaking it in lemon juice
love is running 20 miles butt naked in the snow
love is an endless spiral
love is love is showing up two hours early just to be the first one
love is a battle field! ha!
love is sitting in the hospital for countless hours praying for any sign of improvement
love is giving him your half too and pretending your not hungry
love is staying up till 3 am just to comfort him when your exhausted and you know you have work at 6
love is wrapping up in a blanket and sitting by the fire
love is the weather in utah
love is a naked old lady walking down the road looking for glasses...(awkward)
love is following you all the way to school just to make sure your ok
love is getting you what you need even when it's not what you want
love is pushing all the way to the end...
because it's not

When it Rains it Pours

when it rains
it pours
starts as a drizzle
then comes down harder
everything looks gray and its
pushing
you
down
you're soaking wet
and up to your knees
you're looking for shelter
there's no where to go
just as you think its gunna lighten up
a bigger cloud comes
you find yourself
swimming
stuggling
drowning
you call for help
there's no one there
but you won'tgive up
you will make it through
once your out
there's only sun
when it rains it pours
you have to wait it out
for the rainbow

Broken Dreams

I walk alone. I walk alone

cold, dark, barefoot in the snow

my clothes are withered and thin

in a busy city, there are people all around

i am invisible

i walk alone i walk alone

i have no where to go

no one to see

nothing to do

its all gone...

gone.

yet, i continue to walk because

there is nothing left out there for me

i walk alone i walk alone

i trip

i stumble

no one cares

no one knows

i walk alone i walk alone

do i know where im going?

no

do i know where a am?

no

but am i lost?

no

does any one care?.....

so much good and happiness

things i once knew

and will not know again

destined to walk for eternity

i walk alone i walk alone

i am empty

i am numb

i am nothing

no one

...invisible

i walk alone i walk alone

no destination in sight

no hopes for the future

i continue to walk

and walk

all the hustle around me

i will never know

down these never ending streets i walk

alone

Thinkin bout you!!

Im thinking about you... Im thinking about you like cars think about the road. Like boats think about the lake. Like ice cream thinks about cake. Im thinking about you like fat people think about bacon. Like babies think about boobs. Like old people think about vitamins. Im thinking about you like pyros think about fire. Like climbers think about getting higher. Like drugies think about getting hire. Im thinking about you like the sun thinks about summer, and summer thinks about popsicles, and popsicles think about kids, and kids think about recess. Im thinking about you like bees think about honey. Like Americans think about money. Like Cher thinks about sunny!! When im not thinking about you im not thinking at all!! So im thinking about you like the homeless think about a home. Like the hopeless think about hope. Like the dirty think about... soap! Im thinking about you like criminals think about a cop. Like bungi jumpers think about the drop. Like janitors think about their mop! Like climbers think about getting to the top! Im thinking about you and I am never gunna stop!!

Direct Orders

you are under direct orders to rock the f*** out!!
rock out like you finally found the bathroom!
rock out like you just found out Elvis isn't dead!
rock out like after eight years, your getting your braces off tomorrow!
rock out like you made it all the way to the top and you can see everything!!
rock out like your a bag of pop rocks!
rock out like its the first time out on the lake for the season after 6 months of butt cold winter!
rock out like he just asked you!
rock out like your Fred Flinstone!
rock like its payday!
rock out like mom made bacon!
rock out like you open the door, flip on the lights and you see a room full of people screaming "surprise!!"
rock out like you just came around the bend for that last straight away to the finish line and your still ahead!
rock out like your listening to Micheal Jackson!
rock out like you just reached the very top of the tallest roller coaster in the world and your about to make your way down!
rock out like your Josh Groban!
rock out like you just got a new puppy!
rock out like there is no one home and you get to run around naked!
rock out like you just egged Obama's car, got caught, and no one cares! 
rock out like you are front row at the Jazz vs Lakers game and after 3 overtimes Williams just made a three point buzzer shot and we won by one point!!!
rock out like you hear the ice cream man coming round the bend!
rock out like the first time he told you he loves you!!
rock out like you just made life better for someone else!
rock out like dads not disappointed in you any more!
rock out like like he came back for you!
rock out like you only have twenty four hours to live!!
rock out like this is your one chance to show them what you got!!

Intoduction

      People make writing so complicated. There's all this stuff about structure and form, its too technical for me. You got your metaphors, alliterations, and what the heck is hyperbole! Me? I just write what i feel. Say it as it comes. My least favorite words any teacher can ever say is, "MLA format." Who ever invented that had to be a communist! They try to make all your writing the same and equal. Well its borring!
      In five months its all over, its out of high school, and into college. Out of freedom and into communist. Out of creative and into MLA! So this blog is my "Last Chance." My last opportunity to be me. My "Last Chance" at writing freely before I gotta grow up.