Jealousy

ex-boyfriends
by kim addonizio

I am way jealous of this writer. I wish i could write like this. i wish that i could make people feel the way i felt when i was reading it. i love they way she carries one thought right over into the next. thigs that don't go well together or are completely random sound goo, the way she transitions them.
I'm sure guys can't really relate. but any girl that has had a boy friend and is trying to move on knows just what I'm talking about when I say, this is dead on!! my favorite line says "propped on an elbow, giving you a look of fascination, a look that says i can't believe i found you." i love that line! it just like makes you feel good!

Complaints

im tired of the cold
im tired of being cold
im tired of winter
im tired of everything sucking
im tired of obama making everything suck!
actually im just tired of obama period
im tired of the lakers
im tired of high school
im tired of seeing homos on the street making out!
im tired of gramma drivers
im tired of being small
im tired of getting pushed around
im tired of being treated like his little B****
im tired of the pressure
im tired of the guilt
im tired of faking it
im tired of being tired
im tired of the way i look
im tired of people talking about me
im tired of being judged
im tired of the lies
im tired of the pain
im tired of being a girl....it sucks!!
im tired of the looks
im tired of my job
im tired of being ignored
im tired of the let downs
im tired of having no time
im tired of the stupid traffic lights by lp that stay green when there are no cars!!!!
im tired of the man
im tired of waiting
in tired of..... feeling sorry for myself.... even still... im tired...so tired

Love Is....

love is a horror movie
love is getting sliced with a rusty blade, and soaking it in lemon juice
love is running 20 miles butt naked in the snow
love is an endless spiral
love is love is showing up two hours early just to be the first one
love is a battle field! ha!
love is sitting in the hospital for countless hours praying for any sign of improvement
love is giving him your half too and pretending your not hungry
love is staying up till 3 am just to comfort him when your exhausted and you know you have work at 6
love is wrapping up in a blanket and sitting by the fire
love is the weather in utah
love is a naked old lady walking down the road looking for glasses...(awkward)
love is following you all the way to school just to make sure your ok
love is getting you what you need even when it's not what you want
love is pushing all the way to the end...
because it's not

When it Rains it Pours

when it rains
it pours
starts as a drizzle
then comes down harder
everything looks gray and its
pushing
you
down
you're soaking wet
and up to your knees
you're looking for shelter
there's no where to go
just as you think its gunna lighten up
a bigger cloud comes
you find yourself
swimming
stuggling
drowning
you call for help
there's no one there
but you won'tgive up
you will make it through
once your out
there's only sun
when it rains it pours
you have to wait it out
for the rainbow